Just a plan...

I am not one to shout this plan of mine to everyone I meet but for some reason...at this time, this day, this moment I need to share it. It's nothing grand or amazing but offers me some comfort regardless of how stupid it sounds to anyone reading it.

I have to admit that having Lisa break up with me is actually a really good thing because this plan would be terribly unfair to her if we were still together.

Once my mom dies I'm done too. She is the primary reason I have lived this long and ended my life yet. But when she is no longer gracing this earth I intend to end my miserable existence. 

I don't share this so it becomes a matter of discussion, because it is not open for debate. I'm just putting it out there.