I'm new at this...

I use to keep a journal, but that was long ago and what feels like a different life time. I've never thought about blogging, seemed a bit odd to me to just post your thoughts and feelings on web page for the world to see. But then it occurred to me that since no one really reads my posts on facebook, I doubt anyone will read my blog. Perhaps someday, maybe one or two people will give a damn about my life, what I've gone through, where I've been and what I would have liked to have experienced. As it stands now, it's just me, the keyboard and the screen that are clued into the fact that I have a blog. And frankly, I don't think any of us really care that I do. There's not much in this life that I know...but I do know that I don't have kids and I am the end of my mother's familial line and when I die, there will be no one to remember us, well, mostly me since I'm estranged from my family due to location and being gay in a religion that doesn't exactly embrace me. So I will rephrase...once I die, it will be as if I never existed. Maybe by putting this online, somewhere in the future some will find it and my existence won't have been for nothing. Oh, and if you are looking for super happy lovey dovey posts...you may need to wait a while.